
Acceptable? …… NO ITS an ABSOLUTE REQUIREMENT ;D
Preferably the ladies though!!! … what can i say.. I LOVE WOMEN!
Yes it is as long as they are female. Come on ladies.

Acceptable? …… NO ITS an ABSOLUTE REQUIREMENT ;D
Preferably the ladies though!!! … what can i say.. I LOVE WOMEN!
Yes it is as long as they are female. Come on ladies.
There are some things that are easy to understand and easy to follow and then there are some things that are confusing to the heart and mind. Love and romance can be easy to understand but confusing as hell. I am one of those few people that want what every couple has a relationship and a family. My dream is to be a father to a beautiful set of kids of my own. I have the perfect woman in mind even though we have been through a very rocky relationship. We still love each other and she was the mother of my first child. Then there is my other ex and no she is not a mistress. She is the other that wants to be with me and wants and knows that I wants to have a child of my own.
I have know both of these women for about 3 years and both have similar qualities that I like in a woman. They both care about me and know that I am a good person. I always put them first before me. But the one I want to be with, we don’t know what the future holds for us. The one who wants to be with me is put confusion on my decision on who I want to be with. She tells me that the girl I have been trying to get with doesn’t want to be with me. I asked and wonder why, but I know what I want out of a relationship.
Romance is confusing to me, because when I try to get to know a girl I rush and come on too strong. I can’t really help that because I never was lectured on how to approach women without falling in love at first sight. So I am going into relationships blindly without have to stop and analyze the situation and take things slow. For some reason I go into relationships with my heart being wide open. Its hard for me not to go that way with no guidance or not holding back. I am also confused on holding back. Should I hold back or should I open up is the question that runs through my mind. Not to mention all the bullshit running around in my head that clouds my train of thought. Well now thanks to my ex, she has ruined everything me and the love of my life has been trying to work on. I made her a promise and I will fulfill that promise in the next life time. She will be my wife and I will live happily with her and my family.
I always thought in a relationship that no matter what happens between each one, they still love each other unconditionally. Putting in the effort to stay on the right path to make the relationship work. But even then when the relationship goes well, the girl still wants out of the relationship for what I call lame ass excuses. Like I need my space, Its not you its me, You don’t do nothing etc… Whats the point of being in a relationship if you’re gonna give a lame excuse to get out of it. Is there something in your mind that is telling you that you want out. What do they want out of a relationship.
I know I am young, but I don’t understand when you put your everything into a relationship and the girl person doesn’t consider your feelings as part of the reason you love her. But will break up with you because of a lame ass excuse she give you. Is there something wrong with me being passionate and emotional. I don’t know what to do. Why is it when I want to help someone who know they need all the help they can get? Why do they push me away? I am here for them but they don’t understand.